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| User: | eternal_rebel (6044387) |
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| Name: | Nikita Szantovich | |||||
| Location: | United Kingdom | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1951-01-03 | |||||
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| Bio: | People think I'm twisted, hedonistic, masochistic and even a little sick. THEY haven't met my parents. Nor do they want to. Really. But I suppose I have to thank them for one thing - their tainted blood kept me alive. I ran away when I was 20. Sounds strange doesn't it? I looked about 8. And if you don't understand that, well, I'm not going to explain it. Why? I'm not even sure myself. It just seemed so... trapped. A cage made of gold is still a cage and all. Of course, someone who looks 8 and has more addictions than a rehab clinic doesn't do things the easy way. Of course, I had special skills (you do not want to know what my education was like) that people would pay a lot of moeny for, and I was tougher than most. I remember 'rys back then, showed him the ropes. We were both looking for something, me for the cage doors to open (though I could never see them, I could always FEEL them) and him for the world to be some strange fantasy world. Still, no-one can be lucky all the time. And when you're looking for freedom, taking every larger and every stronger doses of narcotics really isn't the best way. I still think I died. I met a Euthanatos once who claimed I had - an agammmy thing or something. Whatever, I didn't stay dead. Even better, I felt the door open - for the first time I was free. I don't know what I'm doing now. All I know is that I hate the techy boys for being the embodiment of slavery - how many others fall like I did because they can't see the damn cage? Oh, and I have to keep near Darren, anyway. I've messed my body up badly, and it seems one of the things I'm free of is my parent's tainted blood. Still not sure how I feel about that - grandad's over 270 years old and still going strong... I still see them from time to time. Ah well, all I know is life is good and I am free. | |||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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| Friend of: | 5: hundred_voices, info_is_free, roll_the_die, sparkindarkness, verbenaactivist | |||||
| Account type: | Basic Account | |||||
